Goodbye Zoe (Poem for Zoe )

I am reblogging this post. Zoe just passed away today after 8 months of fighting for her life she is finally now in heaven.
My daughter and the rest of her friends are saddened by this.

May you watch over us, Zoe…

michnavs

I have a very heartbreaking story to tell. My youngest daughter who is 12 years old has a bestfriend of 6 years. Her name is Zoe.

Zoe has been diagnosed with ovarian cancer (yes a 12 year old girl with an ovarian cancer).. she underwent surgery last February 2016. Unfortunately, her situation worsened since then. After several chemotherapy sessions, blood transfusions and other medical procedures; the doctors decided not to go through another surgery anymore.

Currently, Zoe has gone bald. There has been water retention in her body making her look like a pregnant young woman.

I cannot imagine how her family is coping.

As a mom myself i am deeply saddened by this. My daughter and Zoe literally grew up together.

This afternoon my daughter ask me to critic a poem she wrote for Zoe.

ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU

No matter what happens
No one will forget you
No…

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Published by michnavs

Michelle Ayon Navajas (born June 23, 1976) is a Filipino poet, writer, and educator. She is a Best-Selling international Poet known for her books reaching the #1 spot within days of their release. Her 8th poetry book, “I Am In Itself Poetry In The Dark,” went straight to the top of both the best-sellers list and new releases on Amazon on short notice. Her 7th poetry book, “It Ain’t Winning If Without You,” went straight to the best-sellers list on Amazon in less than 24 hours of release by pre-orders alone and eventually became the number Poetry Book on Amazon India on its actual release day, soon after the book rose to the best- sellers list as well in all other Amazon Markets worldwide. Currently, Michelle holds the title of having 4 books published in a row to have made it to Amazon’s Best-Sellers List ("I Will Love You Forever, Too,” “After Rain Skies, 2nd Edition,” “It Ain’t Winning If Without You,” and “I Am In Itself Poetry In The Dark”) and 3 books on Amazon’s #1Hot New Releases/New Releases ("I Will Love You Forever, Too,” “It Ain’t Winning If Without You,” and “I Am In Itself Poetry In The Dark”.) Her poetry appeared in several international literary magazines and anthologies such as Spillwords NYC, MasticadoresUsa, and MasticadoresIndia. Her poems “Holding Hands” was voted as Spillwords Publication of the Month for November 2021 and “Love Happens” was voted as Spillwords Publication of the Month for December 2022. She is also part of the award-winning ensemble of authors in two Poetry Anthologies, that are both Amazon Best-Sellers: Hidden In Childhood and Wounds I Healed. Graduated with a Master of Education majoring in English in the Philippines (University of San Agustin, Iloilo City). Michelle was a former college professor, teaching literature, speech & oral communication, creative writing, drama, and theatre arts. She is also a graduate of Mass Communications major in Journalism (Centro Escolar University, Manila). Michelle is active in her writing profession and works as a freelance creative writer. Follow her online: www.michnavs.wordpress.com IG @poetrybymich FB Poetry by Mich You Tube Poetry by Mich Amazon Author Central Goodreads

90 Comments

  1. Singledust says:
    June 1, 2017 at 12:54 pm

    I am so sorry to read about the loss of this life. My dear I work with cancer patients and nothing prepares you to say goodbye, they are the strongest , most resilient souls. you were blessed to be part of her life and journey, thanks you for sharing this. No words can comfort, just know in silence I share your grief and offer you solace.

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 1, 2017 at 1:18 pm

      Thank you Gina….your prayers from a distance will be really of great help..

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      1. Singledust says:
        June 1, 2017 at 1:19 pm

        and you have them, peace over you and the families

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      2. michnavs says:
        June 1, 2017 at 1:25 pm

        Thanks again Gina..marathon crying has somehow stopped now..

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      3. Singledust says:
        June 1, 2017 at 1:27 pm

        crying is necessary, don’t keep it in, be brave to show your children the compassion through tears and mourning. And when the tears stop for a while you find clarity and purpose, and that you offer back to the family that is grieving, I am so sharing your pain.

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      4. michnavs says:
        June 1, 2017 at 1:30 pm

        Thanks Gina…i just have this read by her…and it somehow made her feel better..

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      5. Singledust says:
        June 1, 2017 at 1:35 pm

        i am so glad to hear that, she’s got a wise mind and good heart that one.

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      6. michnavs says:
        June 1, 2017 at 1:42 pm

        Thanks again Gina..

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  2. NJ says:
    June 1, 2017 at 3:12 pm

    Oh gosh! I am so sorry, Mich. My heartfelt condolences to their and your families. I can’t even begin to imagine how it must feel to lose someone so young. If there’s anything I can do, please don’t hesitate to ask. Much love to you and your daughter. Sending you tons of hugs.

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 1, 2017 at 8:26 pm

      Thanks Nj…been really difficult most especially because, as you said she is too young..

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  3. Eccentric Muse says:
    June 1, 2017 at 4:45 pm

    I am saddened by this. RIP Zoe. Praying for everyone.

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 1, 2017 at 8:27 pm

      Thank you so much..

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  4. shraddha1993 says:
    June 1, 2017 at 5:06 pm

    Rip zoe… !! But zoe wud be very happy to have such friend

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 1, 2017 at 8:28 pm

      Thank you Shraddha…

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  5. thesarahdoughty says:
    June 1, 2017 at 7:05 pm

    I am so sorry.

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 1, 2017 at 8:29 pm

      Thanks Sarah..

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  6. MC Clark says:
    June 1, 2017 at 9:34 pm

    It seems doubly tragic when bad things happen to the young…I’m so sorry.

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 2, 2017 at 12:21 am

      Thank you…

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  7. ANM7 says:
    June 1, 2017 at 10:18 pm

    Hey, as you can tell by now. I guess I needed a good cry. I don’t know how I found my way to that old original post and took that to be the present. I suppose I needed to make that prayer, also.

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 2, 2017 at 12:24 am

      Lol…now you made me smile..that’s what we need actually..thank you so much

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      1. ANM7 says:
        June 2, 2017 at 1:37 am

        Quite welcome

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  8. anotetohuguette says:
    June 1, 2017 at 11:42 pm

    As an ovarian cancer survivor myself, reading about the loss of Zoe’s fight breaks my heart. Your daughter’s poem is filled with such comforting words, she will never be forgotten…

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 2, 2017 at 12:26 am

      Ohhh..i am surprised…yes she will.always be remembered..for some reasons her situation has gotten out of control..and finally she’s in heaven now..

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      1. anotetohuguette says:
        June 3, 2017 at 12:32 am

        She is in my thoughts as well as her family and yours…

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      2. michnavs says:
        June 3, 2017 at 2:20 am

        Thank you so much for you kind thoughts..

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  9. Christy B says:
    June 2, 2017 at 12:56 am

    My heart goes out to you all xx

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 2, 2017 at 2:06 am

      Thanks Christy..

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  10. Monch Weller says:
    June 2, 2017 at 2:33 am

    My most sincere condolences.

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 2, 2017 at 5:03 am

      Thank you…

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  11. Davy D says:
    June 2, 2017 at 11:14 am

    Thoughts and blessings go over to you all Mich.

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 2, 2017 at 12:47 pm

      Thank you Davy..

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  12. Prajakta says:
    June 2, 2017 at 11:30 am

    I am so sorry to read this sad news. It is more disheartening when things like this happen to small children 😦

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 2, 2017 at 12:48 pm

      You are right….too young ….but at least we have an angel now..thank you so much for your kind thoughts..

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  13. Doctor Jonathan says:
    June 2, 2017 at 1:47 pm

    My thoughts and prayers are with you, your family and Zoe’s family. These types of tragedies are unexplainable and tear the heart from our very souls. Remembering her VALUE; her gift of SELF and the wonderful emotions she brought to the many lives she touched, will live on eternally.

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 2, 2017 at 3:21 pm

      Thanks so much for your kind thoughts..☺

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  14. Jade M. Wong says:
    June 2, 2017 at 3:00 pm

    I am so sorry to read about this tragic turn of events…and you, your daughter, and all of Zoe’s loved ones have my condolences. She was so young, too young…*sending love and virtual hugs*

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 2, 2017 at 3:22 pm

      Thanks Jade ….thanks for your kinds thoughts…

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 2, 2017 at 11:57 pm

      Thank you Gina…may this also brings awareness to all mothers and children as well…

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 3, 2017 at 12:31 am

      Thanks for this..

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  17. Angela Umphers Rueger says:
    June 3, 2017 at 4:50 am

    So sorry for the loss. I lost a classmate to cancer at the age of 16. It’s never easy, but it seems especially hard when they are so young.

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 3, 2017 at 1:23 pm

      Thank you so much for your kind thoughts.yes i believe its harder when things like this happen to young people..

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  18. Miriam says:
    June 3, 2017 at 5:01 am

    I’m so sorry to hear of the loss of this beautiful young life. My thoughts and prayers are with you, such a sad time for everyone. Big hugs and much love xo

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 3, 2017 at 1:25 pm

      Thank you Mirriam..its never easy when something like this happens to young people.

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      1. Miriam says:
        June 3, 2017 at 1:28 pm

        No you’re right, it’s never easy, at any age but I imagine she’s very vulnerable and needs all your love and support. Take care x

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      2. michnavs says:
        June 3, 2017 at 1:32 pm

        😇😇😇

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  19. Tink the Belle says:
    June 3, 2017 at 2:58 pm

    😇💗

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 3, 2017 at 3:26 pm

      🤗

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  20. Di says:
    June 4, 2017 at 1:35 am

    Hello Michnavs,
    Such a heartfelt and sad post update. Your little daughter had to learn the hardest of life’s teachings so early. I wish her and yourself all the best moving forward. She has a gift with her words and please let her know I think her poem is a beautiful tribute to dear Zoe.
    Warm wishes from Di 💐💕

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 4, 2017 at 3:35 am

      Thanks Di, i showed this to her ang somehow it lifts up her soul..thanks so much..

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      1. Di says:
        June 4, 2017 at 6:57 am

        Oh thank you so much for showing your daughter. Anything little that we can do to show care… you both are very welcome 💜💐

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      2. michnavs says:
        June 4, 2017 at 10:14 am

        Thanks Di..

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  21. rosemawrites says:
    June 5, 2017 at 8:04 am

    sending hugs and prayers to you and your family and Zoe’s. we can never fathom the pain of losing someone. we can only provide prayers and comfort in this tough times. you are in our prayers, Zoe and my dear Mich. ❤

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 5, 2017 at 10:51 am

      Thanks Rose..thank you for your kind thoughts..
      Losing someone is difficult; much more losing someone that young…

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      1. rosemawrites says:
        June 6, 2017 at 9:15 am

        yea.. cannot imagine how painful is that. 😦

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  22. Poet Rummager says:
    June 5, 2017 at 10:52 am

    My deepest condolences, dear Mich! May Zoe rest in peace and love. There are never the right words to express the tragedy of a child’s death…

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 5, 2017 at 12:32 pm

      Thank you Rose.🤗🤗🤗

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  23. Osyth says:
    June 5, 2017 at 8:38 pm

    Too many hearts broken. Let Zoe’s spirit soar and help you all in your grief and your lives yet to come. That is the only way to honour her life. A life cut brutally short which cannot possibly feel anything but dreadfully wrong.

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 5, 2017 at 11:36 pm

      Thank you Osyth..losing someon if difficult but losing someone that young is unbearable..

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      1. Osyth says:
        June 6, 2017 at 6:23 am

        I send you all soothing balm. The pain is part of the process … it is the inner core of love. When it is exposed it is like a razor to the heart.

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      2. michnavs says:
        June 6, 2017 at 8:57 am

        Thank you again Osyth .really appreciate that…☺

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  25. Karina Pinella says:
    June 6, 2017 at 3:13 am

    So sorry to hear about your daughter’s friend.

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 6, 2017 at 6:11 am

      Thanks so much Karina

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  26. saynotoclowns says:
    June 6, 2017 at 6:29 am

    This is heart breaking. I am so sorry for your loss, and for your daughter. ❤

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 6, 2017 at 6:31 am

      Ohh thank you so much for your kind thoughts..

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      1. saynotoclowns says:
        June 6, 2017 at 6:40 am

        You are most welcome. I hope you are all doing okay?

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      2. michnavs says:
        June 6, 2017 at 8:58 am

        Its a process ang we all hope we will get through it..

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      3. saynotoclowns says:
        June 6, 2017 at 9:07 am

        Yes, it is isn’t it, and you will never be the same. There are no words for times like these, just lots of sympathetic thoughts and cyber support too. 🙂

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      4. michnavs says:
        June 6, 2017 at 9:19 am

        ☺☺☺thank you..

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  27. maria says:
    June 6, 2017 at 7:45 am

    Oh dear.. she is such a young fighter. And so is your daughter who must have gone through a depression too. I am sure she is now smiling and at peace above watching over her family and friends. That’s a heartfelt poem, Mich. Thank you for sharing.

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 6, 2017 at 8:59 am

      Thank you for your kind thoughts Maria…my daughter is trying to get through it on a daily basis…and we all hope she’d be fine..

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      1. maria says:
        June 6, 2017 at 11:35 pm

        Aww. No worries, Mich.. she will get through it having you and her loved ones around.

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      2. michnavs says:
        June 7, 2017 at 12:10 am

        😇😇😇thank you…

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  28. Sue Dreamwalker says:
    June 6, 2017 at 2:20 pm

    I remember this sad post and I am even sadder today as I work backwards in my catch ups to see that Zoe has passed away.. I can so understand the grief this must be bringing to Zoe’s family and your daughter and yourself .. I can so see now the reason I felt sorrow in your next post..
    Sending sincere thoughts of condolences .. Love and Blessings dear Mich.. xxx ❤

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 6, 2017 at 2:32 pm

      Thank you Sue for your kind words…really been an emotional.week for my whole.family..Zoe is like a family member to us..She grew up.alongside my daugther..

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      1. Sue Dreamwalker says:
        June 6, 2017 at 2:44 pm

        I can only imagine Mich as I remember well when our children’s friends were out our home often more than their own.. xxx So know the connection and grief you must be feeling. xxx

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      2. michnavs says:
        June 6, 2017 at 3:37 pm

        Yes Sue…they are almost like a family to us..😑😑😑

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      3. Sue Dreamwalker says:
        June 7, 2017 at 8:21 am

        💜

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  29. Midwest Fantasy says:
    June 7, 2017 at 1:36 pm

    My thoughts and prayers to your daughter, you, and Zoe’s friends and family. I like that your daughter could write out her feelings. May she continue to do so.

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 7, 2017 at 2:54 pm

      Thank you so much for your kind thoughts…

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  30. watchingthedaisies says:
    June 8, 2017 at 8:34 am

    Such a beautiful tribute to Zoe. Life takes us to some very challenging places. It seems so very unfair when a child leaves this good Earth.

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 8, 2017 at 12:51 pm

      I agree…thank you so much for dropping by

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  31. Deb says:
    June 11, 2017 at 12:55 pm

    May you now be able to dance among the stars Zoe!! Rest in Peace.

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    1. michnavs says:
      June 11, 2017 at 12:56 pm

      Thanks Deb..

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  32. Ameena k.g says:
    July 13, 2017 at 3:32 pm

    This shook me. I am so sorry for your loss. Many hugs from me to you and your daughter 💕💕💕

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    1. michnavs says:
      July 13, 2017 at 9:55 pm

      Thank you..its been a while now ang still the pain of longing remains..

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  33. mandibelle16 says:
    September 2, 2017 at 6:24 pm

    I missed this one! I’m so sad for your daughter and her friends. And it’s awful that cancer happens to little girls who haven’t even had the chance to grow up. I hope she’s at peace or will be.

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    1. michnavs says:
      September 3, 2017 at 10:14 am

      Yes mandy..the good thing is she’s at peace now…

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