Cry

“and when I cry, I cry not because of the pain
I cry because of the many times I wish you were
beside me.”

It has nothing to do with you, with what you did or did not do. It’s a cry of relief, a cry of sigh, and a cry of “coming home.”

It’s a cry for all the times I believed I was right (but was wrong). A cry for the many times I messed up (but you were never there to say “it’s ok”). A cry for the moments I was brave (but I was really scared). A cry for many occasions I was numbed (but feeling the pain). A cry for all the times I needed help (but you were not around).

It’s a cry for all of my successful events and milestones and for the many times I sure did good (you failed to witness).  A cry for all the wonderful opportunities (you missed).

I cry my love because it feels so good to be home, in your loving arms.

A homecoming cry is how I want to call it.

Published by michnavs

Philippine-born Michelle Navajas, currently residing in Malaysia. Michelle authored the book “After – Rain Skies: A Million Stars” for PWW during their Million Stars campaign. Graduated with a Master of Education majoring in English in the Philippines, Michelle was a former college professor, teaching literature, speech & oral communication, creative writing, drama, and theatre arts. Michelle is active in her writing profession and works as a freelance creative writer. Michelle passionately blogs at www.michnavs.wordpress.com, where you can find her prose and poetry on love, life, motherhood, and her advocacy on abuse and violence. A published author on Spillwords NYC https://spillwords.com/what-if-snowflakes-dont-fall-in-winter/ Her poem “Again” is published on three platforms, on MEDIUM -an International Writers and Readers Space, AFRICA WRITERS CARAVAN, and at WOMAWORDS LITERARY PRESS. kindly go check the following links –https://womawordsliterarypress.home.blog/2020/06/29/imagining-life-after-the-ravaging-virulent-covid-19-pandemic-a-special-journal/ –https://personalitiesofinspiration.wordpress.com/2020/06/29/imagining-life-after-covid-19-a-womawords-june-edition/

44 thoughts on “Cry

  1. I cry a lot Mich, but I’m used to my emotions flowing out through my broken tear-ducts, and I cope ok…I’ve always an extra box of tissue by my side…
    I find the tears never stop, they just have longer dry spells between the showers……..
    “How many rivers of tears must we cry
    Before all the deepest wells run dry”

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      1. Oh.. don’t cry, that’s my job… just a few words I wrote, on a tear sodden piece of paper, back years ago, when my tear ducts were broken… xx

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  2. “homecoming cry”….I like that.
    Wow, such a beautiful, relatable write on crying and tears, SweetMich. (I cry a lot…mostly with joy. 🙂 )
    Always let the tears flow…they are an important way for our hearts to speak.
    (((HUGS)))

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