of the many things you’ve said I kept my silence, for my words are sacred I’d love to use them to speak of kindness, love, and compassion. but for once, just for once, and may the universe forgive me if I do this. . how dare you question what I feel how dare you mock me when I am scared I cried. yes, I did. and yes, oh, you wiped them away. only to give way to more tears and more agony flooding through my eyes, down to my veins every single cell in my body is trembling . and oh, yes I ranted. ah, no I did not just rant I shouted at length, wild and impassioned it felt so good, so good to finally be able to do that. ’twas so good and you listened, attentively without interrupting. and why wouldn’t you? ’twas all ’bout you, ’bout your crazy theories of why can’t we be. so how dare you, how dare flaunts that. how dare you parade your words as if I owe you . so may the universe forgive me indeed for using my sacred words to make you see the things you seemed to have forgotten where were you then when I needed a shoulder to cry on? where were you when I needed someone to listen to me? where were you when I needed you the most? you were nowhere to be found . and may the universe forgive me, but hey let’s admit it. we were both lost. both broken. both wasted. . don’t make it yours for you’re not the only one hurting, grieving, bleeding . baby, can we take it slow and please just please maybe this time let’s be lost together? .
I took a much needed drive drive to nowhere, nothing just drive to unleash, to unravel or maybe to find answers to many questions I so long struggle to acknowledge or maybe to stumble upon an answer to my soul’s dilemma
ah this drive, oh, this drive if this could take me to where you are, exactly at the moment my heart fully bleeds for you my soul truly sought for you I’d gladly take the extra mile hurry rush and run
and in the twilight of my life when my world will be partially illuminated where there is neither darkness nor light all I ever wish to have is that single speck of light, that single spark of joy with you for I love you from the morn’ of my soul ’till the dusk of my breath and I will love you even more in the midnight of my being when the whole world is in perfect silence my heart screams loudly of your name like it’s the last word I am gonna utter your name and yours alone
I remember you in the stillness of the dawn when the night and day had become one memorable beautiful moment as the sun starts to open like a flower in the horizon I remember you with a smile with love