grief is like driving over the speed limit in total darkness and people around are yelling at you for goin’ the wrong direction, you went there anyway ‘cos you wanna be over driving not seeing the light then boom! you hit the wrong spot before you knew it people who loves you are now the ones grieving.
you’re off to some place where grief is no longer present.
P.S.
this photo felt like grief for me. it gave me a strong overwhelming emotion of sadness.
i pretended i could fly but i was actually falling from the sky where limits are beyond my imagination even beyond my comprehension.
years after, i still fall for all of the truths i was told were lies camouflaging as reality bites tell me i was wrong for believing it after all.
i pretended i could smile but i was actually frowning in disguise for years and years i’ve dealt with life’s theatrics and dramatic stint.
years after, i still smile for all the events i should have cried maybe then it’s time to let go of flying and smiling ‘cos all i wanna do is fall harder and cry louder.
dig a grave of me upon the shallow old oak tree no, not in the fancy cemetery where people are laid to rest for when i die i will not be at rest i don’t belong there.
my soul belongs to the vastness of the universe where i will wander and wander more maybe in the wilderness i will see the beauty of life i was deprived of when i was alive.
my spirit belongs to the deep blue ocean where i could freely swim down at the bottom of the sea and there maybe there i would find peace i so long to have for free.
i belong to the skies i belong to the seas i belong to the mountains the hills and the valleys.
dig a grave of me upon the shallow old oak tree and let me die freely in peace let me roam around graciously in space unleash me of my misery.
For Reena’s Exploration Challenge: my word is “misery.”
Thank you Akhila for this heart warming review. I am grateful for your love and support always 🙏🙏🙏
Poems hatched from a passionate heart who is so much in love
Reviewed in India on September 18, 2022
These poems are hatched from a passionate heart who is so much in love. Always I wonder how Mich is driving my imaginations to the next higher level. And in this book, her 7th book she just made me drenched in her beautiful musings as usual.. No one, but Mich can only think about being herself a “spotify” for her love. It’s a wonderful creativity. And all those titles have become true brands of the poetries.. They are unique and very sharp. In this book one can find many poetry forms like Etheree, Zappai, Kimo, Hay(na)ku, Naani etc.. Some of them were totally new to me. So thanks a lot Mich for introducing me to some of the new poetic forms as well presenting this wonderful creation to the whole universe.
tasted death like a sweet buttery milk fought for dear life like a honey dew drip caressed smoothly like a thin fabric silk touched carefully in a slow motion dip oh, Mr. death why have been knocking my front door all in smiles without notice i beg you to run without much longing ‘cos i’m not ready, no kidding, no dice.
• Write a Dizain poemfrom the perspective of somebody who has synesthesia.
Dizain?
• Two accepted forms:
• Eight lines: Rhyming a/b/a/b/c/d/c/d, or:
• Ten Lines: Rhyming a/b/a/b/b/c/c/d/c/d
• Syllabic: 8 or 10 syllables in each line (each line being of the same length).
Synesthesia?
Synesthesia is when the stimulation of one sense leads to involuntary experiences in a second sense. This is often manifested as letters or words having color, colors having flavors, smells having a sound or sounds having a taste, etc.
i never got the chance to see you smile but i got you a name i never got to know how you would become but i know you’d be great i never got to hear you speak but i know you’d be perfect in everything you’d wanna be.
i never got to embrace you hello for i had to let you go before you even know the world outside is waiting for you but He has other plans so i just hope one day i get to see you smile i get to call you by the name i chose i get to hear you speak and give you the most endearing embrace.
one day soon in heaven we will be.
if you are a regular to my blog you would know that apart from abuse and violence i am also creating awareness on mothers/women experiencing loss of a child during pregnancy or in most common term; miscarriage. i’ve written poems about miscarriage and how women should have the much needed support during this time. we all know that miscarriage is something we don’t usually talk about and at the same time we also know that these mothers/women are hurting and grieving inside.
recently, i came across articles and stories of women experiencing ectopic pregnancies.
according to https://www.mayoclinic.org an ectopic pregnancy occurs when a fertilized egg implants and grows outside the main cavity of the uterus. an ectopic pregnancy most often occurs in a fallopian tube, which carries eggs from the ovaries to the uterus. this type of ectopic pregnancy is called a tubal pregnancy.
sadly though ababy almost never survives an ectopic pregnancy. there have been extremely rare and unusual cases in which a baby has survived, but the odds are 1 to 3 million. these few cases typically happen outside the fallopian tubes in the abdominal cavity where blood supply is rich(https://lifelinepregnancyhelp.org ). these cases unknown to us many is also very heartbreaking for mothers, knowing that there is a growing child is something to celebrate and yet, at some point you have to decide whether or not to take the risk and go on with the pregnancy and let nature takes its course or do what’s suppose to be medically appropriate for both the mother and the child.
the dilemma now for the mother is : will she wait until it dissolves naturally? what if it doesn’t will she take on the suggestion of the medical experts to take on what is medically appropriate yet heartbreaking?
been down with (another round) of cough and flu with just barely 3 days apart (🤧🤧🤧) and this Amazon review of my 7th and #1amazonbestseller book “It Ain’t Winning If Without You,” just made me smile….some good things really happen when you least expect it.
thank you Joni for this heart warming review. you made my poet heart jumped for joy.
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Ms. Navajas has written an ageless and captivating book of poetry about love, loss and forgiveness!
Reviewed in the United States on September 14, 2022
I was intrigued when I saw that a poetry book had made it to Amazon’s number one spot without even being available to buy. As a poetry lover, I wanted to see what the author, Michelle Ayon Navajas, had conjured up for others to buy so quickly.
It didn’t take long for me to get caught up in her book of mostly freestyle poetry. It was like reliving my first love – how I completely fell in love, and seeing him with someone else was like experiencing a teenage death for me. She captured how you question everything you did or didn’t do and what it does to your self-esteem. She found a way to write beautiful prose that took me through all those emotions I had at seventeen. When I realized how ageless her poetry was, I appreciated why her books had become so popular.
Another reason her writing is so captivating is that each poem in this book can stand on its own, but the progression of poetry also tells a story. This is no easy task. I also found all of her work to have excellent rhythm.
There is a very endearing section of the book where she writes to her deceased father, who encouraged her writing when she started at age ten. This section brings the reader to tears, and, appropriately, the book is dedicated to him.
You can tell that the author has a big heart. Several poems in the book were written by other authors, allowing them to have their work highlighted on a bigger stage. Plus, it is always a joy to read someone new that writes beautifully. A couple of pieces talk about racism and the emotion of seeing it after attending church services. As an unexpected bonus showing her talents as a former educator, the author also took time to explain what kind of poem she was writing when she changed forms.
This is her seventh book, four of which have been best sellers. Now I see why. I would love to sit down and have coffee with this brilliant young poet – I know it would bless me. Joni Caggiano
and when the night unfolds i ask the universe as i was told never good never enough for what makes a woman good for what makes her enough? how much of too much is too little what makes more a little less? for time and time again she’s always told you’re never enough no matter what for whatever it takes may we all remember we are all passersby wanting to leave a mark in the doorway of humanity’s historical evolution whether man or woman it doesn’t matter as we are all good enough more than enough capable of being enough.
• The theme should be:Anything dreamy, something non-existent in the real world, or just about your real-life dreams.
Pantoum?
The pantoum consists of a series of quatrains rhyming ABAB in which the 2nd and 4th lines of a quatrain recur as the 1st and 3rd lines in the succeeding quatrain; each quatrain introduces a new 2nd rhyme as BCBC, CDCD.
The first line of the series recurs as the last line of the closing quatrain, and third line of the poem recurs as the 2nd line of the closing quatrain, rhyming ZAZA.