I loved you then, and I love you now and I will love you even when I am gone even when I am gone I will be among the autumn leaves gently and graciously falling on the grounds I will be among the flowers, the bees, the butterflies and the trees around, watching over as you unravel the vastness of the universe wandering without me and wondering about me but know that every scent you smell, is every breath I take every hum you hear is every whisper of my “I love you” every color you see is every smile I make and every shade you walk in is every embrace I gave and when I find my way back to you again I will cling unto you every single moment, every single moment I will hold on to you so tight that nothing, and no one will ever break us apart not even death itself not even death itself for now my love, I will be your light blazed in the solitude of your heart giving vibrant shades of colors in your life moving, dancing, flowing in perfect love motion and you would marvel at how love is that nothing could ever beat this moment, this one moment that we are together a moment of love a moment of eternal bliss
if I can create a life for you, I will paint you a life of many colors in different strokes I’d first color it red, for I want it filled with love and passion of prosperity and happiness with lots of good luck too then I’d splash a bit of orange to make your life more vibrant and energetic and since it is the color of autumn, it will be a constant reminder to you of the promise of a new life and a new beginning that autumn brings, wouldn’t that be wonderful? yes, it is dear, as that’s how much I love you and oh, by the way, I’d put a dash of yellow too to bring sunshine and happiness to you always for what is life if you will not be happy all the time my painting sounds magical and whimsical but I guess, that’s just how it is my love, for I love you with all the magic in the world I’d probably sprinkle some cool colors too like green, blue, and purple they are the colors of night, of water, of nature, and are usually calming, relaxing because at the end of the day I wish you peace, love, and solitude even in the silence of your heart and in the comfort of wherever the world will bring you, and when at night you go to bed my love you will be reminded that life, your life is more colorful and meaningful with me around for what else is life if not shared with the ones who makes it more vibrant more colorful and more meaningful but for now, let me put my brush at rest and see what tomorrow’s color maybe.
I will be very slow in reading and commenting to all of your posts. My internet connection from where i am right now is really very frustrating. Navigating from one site to the other or simply downloading documents is really a struggle.
i miss my regular engagement and interaction with you all.
the spattering and splashing of the waves from the ocean striking and surging, every movement
is like the rushing and rustling mess in my head, comes back bigger and greater with every
and as I lay my head unto your chest
I listened carefully to the silent beating of your heart
I am in a placid state, undisturbed, unruffled, wave less
you wrap your zealous arms around me
in a tender whisper you say “rest now, my love, keep still”
there, in your loving arms, I found my sweetest and safest haven
how do we heal amidst all the chaos and turmoil in our lives right now? how do we mend our broken hearts, our broken dreams and promises? we find healing in the comfort of our loved ones, in the arms of those who understand, those who care: they are our source of strength, our reason to believe in love and in hope. our family, our loved ones, our partners, our children, our parents, our siblings, our friends, our relatives and even the ones we see everyday who continue to fight and survive. and just like a tree we stand tall and firm, deeply rooted, unmindful of the raging storm.
things have been very tough lately, so i will be very slow with reading and responding to all of your posts and comments, but i will be back with my usual blogging/writing mode as soon as i am settled.
we pray for the world to heal as one.
Written for and inspired by the prompts of Kate and Eugi