do you ever wish for one second you had not loved me? ‘cos i feel you do everytime i see regret in your words whenever you are disappointed everytime i hear exhaustion in between your sighs when you are disheartened and when the tides are against your will i hear loud screams in your silence.
do you ever see me as a shadow of the one you used to love? ‘cos i feel you do whenever you look at me i know you want something else something else that i am not nor i wish to be i feel it in between your warm embrace and your passionate kiss i see it in between your broken smiles and empty gazes i feel your longing, i feel it there’s no denying.
you’d probably be cursing me when you read this oh! dear forgive me geez i wrote a poem ’bout you again, a poem you won’t even be happy ’bout truth is, this has long been overdue; i should have written this the day you broke my heart, the day you crushed my grief-stricken soul the day i died in silence, ‘cos even if i screamed for help, it was pointless that same day i realized i could never be her.
never, because i dare to be remarkably different and “I have untapped abilities waiting to be discovered.”
it’s the darkest of all the nights the wind is howling, it frights my inner soul and my heart call for survival in plain sight.
it’s the darkest of all the nights the gusty wind has a chilling effect it numbs my body, freezes my mind call for survival, anyone be kind?
i guess its just me alone with the night in its darkest and the howling wind i am petrified, frightened.
please hear my supplication.
A poem inspired by the current war between Russia and Ukraine. And the fact that there are over a hundred displaced foriegn students in Ukraine right now. Most of them are in their 4rth year University. 😔 My heart is broken 💔
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